Friday we decided to postpone the wedding. I can't believe it. I realized that something I've dreamed and planned for months can be cancelled in a mere two hours. This is probably the most painful thing I've experienced. The wedding has been postponed for reasons that are not my own so I will not share them. My hope is that we get past this moment and it makes us stronger. It's just crazy timing.
Yesterday was my last day with the Girl Scouts and today is my first day at my new job. So far the new job is great. They made me a vegan cake and I had coffee out of a rainbow mug. I will go home and pack for the next week or so. I'm not sure where I'm going as the house is not ready right now. I think I'll stay with friends for a couple weeks.
I'm trying not to let my sadness of cancelling the wedding affect me. Emotion is bubbling inside me but I know that the decision is for the best and I have good things ahead of me!
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I am so sorry, Ariel. I know nothing anyone can say will make your pain lessen, but cling to the "everything happens for a reason" motto. I hope the reasons get worked out...kudos to you both for working it out BEFORE going through the motions of the wedding. Most people spend more time planning the WEDDING than they do the MARRIAGE...and the wedding is only a day...a marriage should be forever.
Sorry to hear about this - I hope things work out for the best - whatever that turns out to be!
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